cauz' i'm just like the other girls

i don't need you to understand
all you need to know is that i'm better off on my own
no pity, no wonder, it's a choice, not a burden
It's the end of lies, of pretending
Finally i've found true feelings inside of me,
fresh air is on my way
Getting close to the real life: simply and wonderful
better be me than the one i used to be
my old life was so polluted with you all around, i could'nt see who i was
At least i can see clearly now where i'm going

Everything in it's right time
everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way

So back off!!!

Here i am! Ready to write something about it.
I've no clue what to say or think right now,
the only thing i'm sure, is that i'm still standing on my two feet after all i've been through...

Where? what for? with who?
looking for a reason to continue...

I'll never know what was my grand-dad's secrets. Why was him feeling so down during all these years? What kind of feelings did he have for his American penpal? How was his childhood? What happen during these years?

I also think about my cousins who have lost their father too young; and about my sister's friend who suicide himself at 16 years old.

Life's too short, i wanna live!! but what is the best way to live?

Looking back i was right when i said before that there was something missing...
Trapped between the trust i had in you and the desillusion you gave me. I can't forget all the good moments we spent together and the bad. Even today, i can't realize how much you hurt me; how painful it is to accept what you did.

Today i'm ready to make a step, ready to think abour myself first, at least i'll try...

Chap 1------------------------------------------------------------------------Chap 2

Between you and me...---------------------------------------------------Between you and me...
Looking back--------------------------------------------------------------intense
Lost my way---------------------------------------------------------------short
sad in love----------------------------------------------------------------distance
happy in friendship-------------------------------------------------------a year
scared of the future-------------------------------------------------------be back
scared of being lonely----------------------------------------------------questions
waiting---------------------------------------------------------------------passion
for the prince--------------------------------------------------------------confidence
in vain----------------------------------------------------------------------sweet/intense


Chap 3--------------------------------------------------------------------------chap 4

Between you and me...-----------------------------------------------------Between you and me...
future?-----------------------------------------------------------------------still love you to death
How will it be?---------------------------------------------------------------passion
friendship?-------------------------------------------------------------------fun
friend or love?---------------------------------------------------------------love
scared------------------------------------------------------------------------...
lost with feelings-------------------------------------------------------------even if something's
scared of feeling------------------------------------------------------------...
is it what i want for now?----------------------------------------------
need something else-------------------------------------------------------...
friendship---------------------------------------------------------------------
real one----------------------------------------------------------------------...
with fun!!!----------------------------------------------------------------------
and confidence--------------------------------------------------------------...
miss----------------------------------------------------------------------------
why?---------------------------------------------------------------------------missing

I fear the day the magic will go away,
even if i know i'll still love you anyway.


I know this love can be annoying,
One day it'll happens to you darling.